Hey, don’t let the word fool you. You have or are feeling that way! In Follow Him in all Things Hollis McGehee stated the feeling with this:
When everything around you is falling apart, when everything you thought of as dependable, when all that you once held dear is turned upside down, you can absolutely count on God.
The text book case is Job, all 42 chapters. In all his troubles and trials, Job trusted God. He knew the truth stated by Corrie ten Boom, “You don’t know God is all you need until God is all you have!”
During your time of discombobulation stay in prayer and God’s Word, the storms will pass. Keep in mind; Job chapter 42:12 first phrase:
“Now the Lord blessed the latter days of Job more than his beginning…”
Lean on Jesus and have a great day.